early this morning while on my way for work, i was listening to my MP3, i was listening to the song 'realize' and just felt weird for i remember someone close, who is already gonna go for about 3 days from now..
he is my friend. a friend whom i shared a lot of stories with. a friend whos been so nice. a friend who once said, he missed me and that im always in his dream. a friend who said he felt weird about it. a friend who once said he want me to be on his side. i ignored the things he says, because, first i never thought of putting some malice on our friendship, i am taken, he is taken and all four of us were friends.
i hated him for once.
but when i knew that hes going away, i cant stop feeling sad. there are times that i want to see him though. there are times that i wanna talk to him alone. but i didnt do anything. all i know is to think of my BF. for i was afraid that he might know all about this, and we may fight.
but as the days go by.. and his flight are getting too close, im being so sad. i think of him. yes i do, for a very weird reason. i miss him already. i just wanna see him before he go, i wanna hug him for once. i dont want him to forget about me.
i know this is wrong, i love my guy. and he love his girl. but i know we feel the same. maybe we jst want to be a close friend, but we never realize. its too late.
realize. a song he said he like. a song he used to sing infront of me. i didnt know the reason, but it was like, "oh, are you dedicating that song to me?"
and now, everytime i hear that song, youre the one i can think of..
i just hope that you will show up, before you go.. for we never know if we'll going to meet again..
[ 2 kisses.. ]