yes, he is already there.. how many miles away? i dont know.. well, 23hours of riding a plane (how long that could be?)
but to the last minute he showed up on us. i cant talk to him directly, and i cant say what i really want to say, im with my guy.. what a very good co-incidence! i was in shock of seeing him in his last day here.. i felt awkward and i found no one to blame but my self..
we talked.. a typical conversation.. me and my guy was with him while he was waiting for her girl.. i really felt so sad. i was in my conciousness, i know he is leaving within an hour.. its just weird.. my mind was half paced, i miss my guy and i finally got the chance to be with them, but what in hell makes me feel that way..
it was like my guy noticed something, and his actions are really up to something.. its like aww.. i really dont know..
my guy keeps on kissing and hugging me infront of him. he keeps on saying "mahal na mahal kita..", he even said "i wanna marry you today", "i want to have our first baby now", "i want to start living with you"..
shocks! whats in him to say those words? yeah its flattering but infront of him? OMG! i just cant react. my actions were sarcastic.. i dont know.. =*( its really annoying... but i really love my guy! i think im just sad cos now, finally he left..
i texted him 6 hours before his flight. i wasnt tith my guy anymore.. i said he should take care and ill miss him. i dont want him to forget me.. just for friendship.. nothing more, nothing less.. i admit i started to feel confused, but i guess just the thought of him leaving was an enough sign that makes my mind clear..
hes not here anymore.. her girl isnt OK.. and i know, i shouldnt add pain on them.. ive been there and i know the feeling.. im not a bad person.. she is waiting till he comes back..
and im also waiting.. just to give my friendly handshake.. =)
i will truly miss you.. =(
[ kiss me please? ]